A Gentle Time For Me

Being an Asperger is a gift and a curse. A curse because I can't have relationships as normal people do (now that I know I am an Asperger I stopped even …

​It was around my 30s when I was very much involved with Hinduism. I had been practising yoga for years, and meditating even more. But now I was trying to de…

It has been a while since I began to feel the energies within and around me moving differently. It happens all the time after a certain amount of years and usu…

The freezing winds of the past caught me again. Once, my stamina was solid. In spite of all the attacks, it kept me going. Now, in old age, energy decreases. …

Little by little, the "texture" of the many memories that once furnished my mind is fading away. They no longer exist—not because I have erased them…

I like festivities when they are compact. One or some sequential days. I don't like them when they come in a very narrow sequence, like Xmas, New Year'…

Yes, I don't need it because for me it's Christmas every day—at least twice a day during my morning and evening meditations. I say "at least"…

In the darkest days of winter, ancient populations performed rituals to the sun, invoking its return. ​In Rome, in 274 CE, Emperor Aurelian merged …

About eighty percent of my food is vegetables. The intense green of the veggies comforts me. My best combination of colours is when I add something whitish, l…

It takes time: I found it was not at all an easy thing to decorate the Christmas tree.  First I had to find a small, but nice one. I have to put it at a certa…

When you finally reach the point where you can't escape reality. A time when you suddenly and clearly see what you never wanted to recognise as true. And y…