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Letting go

You finally forgot all the wickedness of your family when even the memories within your cells have been cleansed. It's a long process. It includes wiping away every memory that keeps popping up shouting at you: "Look what have they done to you!" - "Look what you allowed them!" - "Look how blind you were!" The thing is that you did see the wickedness, but you couldn't believe they were so malevolent. "It's family: they can't wish me bad... " In reality: they can!  Exactly your very own parents, siblings, or children can often incarnate very hostile presences. An this is a tremendous reality to metabolise. Within, you can firmly choose to let everything go. Little by little you begin to perceive a feeling in your body, some kind of inner movement, as if the subtle body were slowly slipping out from a tight inner membrane, that was completely enveloping you. And you feel like becoming lighter and lighter... Until you are ...

Weeks of "fire"

These have been two weeks of incredibly high temperature. June is never so hot! It was like being in July and August. 

But from today heavy rains are expected. Therefore today may become the worse day: when the fiery hot weather doesn't want to give in and fights its extreme battle to predominate.

On one side Summer is advancing with great boldness and on the other  dawn is receding. The earliest sun rising was at 5.36 (i.e. 4.36 solar time) on the equinox, the 21st of June. Now, on the last day of June it is already 4 minutes later, at 5.40 (4.40 solar time).

I get up very very early, usually at 5, but often even earlier, and I like to spy on the rising sun. For me it's an event that makes me happy. Especially in Spring when dawn comes earlier and earlier. 

Then the equinox arrives and the next cycle begins, with its slowing down. And somehow it's a paradox, because it is exactly when the strength of the sun is instead increasing! It feels strange inside... 


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