Wednesday, 15 July 2026

It's tough

Summer is incredibly heavy this year. In between the three heat waves we have undergone so far there is no time to really recover. Besides the nights are not really cooling down and the humidity is quite high. 

I sleep bad and I wake up with the typical headache of a heat stroke. Therefore, the morning, that is the only part of the day when you can do your errands as the temperature is not yet so unbearable, turns out quite unusable, as I am too tired from the bad night I have gone through... 

I am living in a kind of a limbo and my thoughts and reflection that have always been my best companions are now out of use: my brain is unresponsive! There is no pleasure in anything that usually was fulfilling me. I am just surviving... 



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