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Letting go

You finally forgot all the wickedness of your family when even the memories within your cells have been cleansed. It's a long process. It includes wiping away every memory that keeps popping up shouting at you: "Look what have they done to you!" - "Look what you allowed them!" - "Look how blind you were!" The thing is that you did see the wickedness, but you couldn't believe they were so malevolent. "It's family: they can't wish me bad... " In reality: they can!  Exactly your very own parents, siblings, or children can often incarnate very hostile presences. An this is a tremendous reality to metabolise. Within, you can firmly choose to let everything go. Little by little you begin to perceive a feeling in your body, some kind of inner movement, as if the subtle body were slowly slipping out from a tight inner membrane, that was completely enveloping you. And you feel like becoming lighter and lighter... Until you are ...

A slow pace

It takes time, patience, dedication to repair what has been scattered, pushed out of its original balance, devastated. When this kind of violence happens the only thing I could do was trying to remain centered. As if facing a hurricane,when you must wait until it's over to slowly begin to take care of the desolation left behind.

But instead of remaining in the shock and in the annihilation feeling caused by such a shock, I realised that I could profit of the destruction to rebuild in a new and better way. This turned my enthusiasm back on and allowed me to turn page. And yet, in the past years, I felt urged to be quickly done with it. I needed to recreate the harmony, my harmony, as fast as possible.

Now, I realised that, despite the unsettled feeling, I can stand it and wait for the best inspiration to reach me, before acting. This made me happy. It seems that now I gained that level of peace that allows me to wait and let things evolve until I can totally grasp them and slowly put them into action.

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