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a surprising decision

Yesterday I came up with an incredible decision - "incredible" for my standard of approach to life. I decided I will take two weeks off. This week and the next are the "settimane di ferragosto", that is the feriae Augusti , in latin, still referring to a public holiday originated from the festival of Emperor Augustus who made 1 August (the month with his name!) a day of rest after weeks of hard work on the agricultural sector [Wikipedia]. In Italy it switched from the 1st of August to the 15th, making the two weeks containing this day the general Italian holidays where everything is closed. Especially years ago, the main cities and towns were completely empty, as everyone was enjoying their holidays at the see or in the hills or mountains! Besides we are in the second heat wave which is quite heavy. The first one in June was somehow more bearable - although the temperature did reach 38 degrees! - but previously we went through a relatively "cold...

A slow pace

It takes time, patience, dedication to repair what has been scattered, pushed out of its original balance, devastated. When this kind of violence happens the only thing I could do was trying to remain centered. As if facing a hurricane,when you must wait until it's over to slowly begin to take care of the desolation left behind.

But instead of remaining in the shock and in the annihilation feeling caused by such a shock, I realised that I could profit of the destruction to rebuild in a new and better way. This turned my enthusiasm back on and allowed me to turn page. And yet, in the past years, I felt urged to be quickly done with it. I needed to recreate the harmony, my harmony, as fast as possible.

Now, I realised that, despite the unsettled feeling, I can stand it and wait for the best inspiration to reach me, before acting. This made me happy. It seems that now I gained that level of peace that allows me to wait and let things evolve until I can totally grasp them and slowly put them into action.

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