Sunday, 30 November 2025

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In search of the soul

 This is a story of a pilgrim wandering, not on a journey to a sacred site, but on a deepest quest: the search for his soul. 

Honestly, he wasn't sure if he had one. Very many years before, when he was a vibrant young man and traveled a lot in search of a deeper meaning in his life, a Tibetan monk he happened to walk with for some time while in India, told him that not every human has a divine soul. This struck him immensely. For a long time he wondered why did he tell him something so devastating. But, slowly, as time went by, he began to realise that such a revelation was indeed a precious gift, that allowed him not to take for granted the presence of the soul. 

On his inner journey he walked through many landscapes. 

Ancient echoes, in their mute words, gave him hints, he had to become aware of. Archane secrets were unveiled to his blind eyes. And with all the people he met on his path, he had to learn to distinguish the good tongue from the bad one, often hidden behind opposite masks. The smiling and soothing ones were the seducing traps of the Opposer, while the others: sober and severe, were often the real treats full of blessings. 

One evening, as twilight was slowly welcoming the dark of the night, he came upon an elderly gentle lady seated before a nice old cottage. Her figure glimmered under the soft glow of the evening light.
She raised a hand, beckoning. Her voice called out, asking if he was thirsty and wanted a cup of tea. 

It was almost night, and, somehow, he felt safe to sit with this friendly old lady.
While he drank, she suddenly began to speak in a very solemn way that almost awed him. "The soul isn't something you find out there. It is something you cultivate within." she declared. 
All of a sudden he realised he had an answer. No—he had "the" answer! Now he knew what he had to do! 

He left with that good sentiment in his heart. 

It was a very serene night, the stars and full moon shining peacefully in the sky, bathing the land in a magic luminescence. Everything emanated an intense tranquillity. A profound sense of peace spread throughout his entire being and, in that stillness, the words of the old gentle lady began to dilute their hypnotic pull. Somehow that kind of spell began to fall apart, unveiling hollowness where wisdom had seemed to dwell.

He repeated her sentence to himself, "It is something you cultivate within." Reflecting, he thought, "You cultivate something—something that exists. But I don't know that something. I don't know if I do have that something! Shall I perhaps pretend to have it? Do I invent it?!" 

As he pondered, a storm of unease swirled within him. Doubt turned to dread, then anger. The realisation struck like a lightning bolt: the old "gentle" lady was not a real old gentle lady. 
All of a sudden he realised the trap, the seducing trap! He recognised the action of the Opposer, always trying to captivate and mislead with soothing illusions. 

But, at the same time, he knew the Opposer, with his tricks, is always at the service of the greater good. And his are not tricks, but trials to test the real good will! 

All at once, a sudden insight, clear and sharp, flared within him—he realised that within himself, something had an unexpected movement. He couldn't explain it in a different way. There was a sudden and mute movement, almost a physical one, that spoke to him immediately. 

His soul's voice! He recognised his soul! That movement. That inner movement. That sudden shift of energy deep inside. A tangible, although almost undetectable, inside energy movement. 
A distressing, unsettling, sudden inside energy movement if the message is "No, don't do it!". 
A soothing and reassuring energy if the answer is "Yes, go ahead!" Not a romantic feeling, nor a dramatic one, but indeed an energy soft movement.. 

The soul does not spend words in teaching, patronising, nor speaks idyllic or tragic talks. The soul lights up signals. You perceive the inner shift and immediately you feel the yes or no answer. It is very direct the soul. 
When you grasp how it works you instantly "know" .A total certitude, no doubts, just the feeling of absolute truth. 

This is the soul. If you have a divine soul your compass is inside! 

[And this is my tip: remain constantly aware of the innumerable fake masters who are here to challenge your soul!]




Saturday, 29 November 2025

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Food

 This is another big thing for me. I decided I will celebrate Christmas on Christmas day, instead of continuing the much loved German tradition to celebrate it on the evening of the 24th.

In the evening I think it is magic, intense, evocative. And yet I decided otherwise. I feel it's time to change because I have changed so much inside. Magic has lost that sentimental flair and has become reality. I feel differently, I am different. Therefore my Christmas will be on the 25th.

Because I want to celebrate a festivity I have begun to think now how I want to decorate where I am eating, the plates and cutlery I will be using.

But, most important, the food. Unfortunately I don't have a good relationship with food. I eat in an extremely simple way and I enjoy my simple food a lot. I am vegetarian, almost totally vegan and I enjoy my simple cooking. As I mainly eat steamed or row vegetables with some cereal like rice, oat, polenta, pasta.

Trying to adopt a more festive menu I ended up ruining the festivity because I don't fancy that kind of food. Therefore my decision: I will simply eat my normal beloved food, but in a festive decorated choreography.

This decision has eliminated the annual anxiety about what I could eat and now I am even looking forward to my new Christmas!




Friday, 28 November 2025

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Winter

 I took out my winter shoes and I polished them with their specific cream. It has been years from the last time I did it. Usually I polished with a kind of sponge, cointaining some polishing product. But using the shoe brush and the shoe polish cream the result is really good. 

I must say that since I was a child I loved polishing shoes. Having them so beautifully shining gave me a big satisfaction. I felt really happy, and today, again, I felt the same happiness! Now I can face the cold weather with my warm shining shoes.

Since two weeks the temperature dropped to zero and below in the night. Autumn is getting ready to leave and open the door to winter.

I always loved Autumn. Even when I was a child, in the 50's-60's, my favourite season was Autumn. I remember how surprised were the adults. "How come it is not Spring, or Summer, your favourite season?!" I couldn't tell. But my favourite season has always been Autumn. While all the rest, adults and children, usually loved Spring; and some loved Summer. 

I was used to be alone in my love for Autumn. Then one day, around 2020, with an enormous surprise I began to see photo blogs praising Autumn! Oh, my gosh, I wasn't alone anymore! And from that moment on I had my joy in all the splendid pictures dedicated to Autumn!

This year, though, for the first time in my life, it feels different. Although Autumn has been perfect so far: a week of dull rain followed by the next week of shining sun; again rain, and again the amazing Autumn sun... well I didn't feel the same pathos. Soo strange!

I thought that perhaps it is because, I had such a splendid summer that something switched within me ... Or perhaps because I have a space in the common court yard of this house, where I decided I will grow plants instead.

So, this year I am vividly looking forward to Spring, while in the waiting I can decide how to organise my little future private garden!

Sunday, 23 November 2025

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A real soap opera

 Somehow, I am missing the time when a science fiction future, made with more or less troubled encounters with beings from other worlds was right ahead, waiting for us.

On the other hand, my curiosity can't indulge in sentimental longing of the past and with a much suspected perception of what was going on under the surface, I am assisting to the unveiling of all the suspicions, that I am sure the majority of us had.

The only thing that surprises me is that it is happening now. I was expecting it much later. 
But at least now I am directly experiencing the daily unfolding of a soap opera. Cruel, malignant, depraved...


Saturday, 15 November 2025

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Incredulously Watching the Sink

 My feelings towards the USA are extremely conflicting... Actually they are deep ambivalent because I can't come to terms with the growing visceral sense of disgusted disbelief! 

​I once deeply esteemed the States for their perceived inner freedom. Substantially, this freedom, is not because they are innately better than us in Europe, but because they do not carry the weight of such a long and heavy past. Europe’s history, full of glories and immense brutality, burdens us. This history has made us cautious, clinging firmly to the experienced beneficial path. Consequently, truly radical change—daring to leap into the "completely out of the blue" —is often a rare or impossible choice.

​Not so in the States. This capacity to dare is why they achieve scientific discoveries that might take Europe an eternity to reach.

​And yet, this blessed capacity to dare, however, is two-edged. This very same boundless freedom now exposes the terrible price they are paying. When freedom lacks fair constraint, it inevitably leads to a void of rules—rules that, in a civil society, are meant to facilitate coexistence and prevent the predators among us from prevailing.

​It is not that civil laws do not exist in the USA, of course they do. But having chosen, as their distinctive motto: "making money at any cost," this attitude has increasingly disregarded every moral rule. The laws have eventually bowed before this totally insane goal.

​Now we see powerful men reaching the highest offices through lies! Only ignorant minds can truly believe that capitalists will care for the wellbeing of the people. 

​"Capitalism is the astounding belief that the most wickedest of men will do the most wickedest of things for the greatest good of everyone." [John Maynard Keynes (1883–1946), British economist] 

Oh yes, they did make beautiful promises: shouting that it was about time to bring justice and stop the privileges of the super-rich! 

But they, themselves, are the capitalists, the mega super-rich! They would cease to be capitalists if they prioritised the welfare of everyday people!

​Unfortunately, this same working class of everyday people, was simultaneously abandoned by the political group that should have been its own representative. 

This alleged "party of the people", having benefited from their parents' hard work, are now too busy being pleased with their own smart, well-educated minds (I have a lot to recriminate about the quality and the result of their education!). 

In any case, the end rusult is that this class, allegedly of the people, doesn't resonate at all with the everyday people, now! These are too simple minded, too gross and down to earth to be able to understand the finesse of their highly articulated eloquence!

Ironically, this is the very same feeling expressed for the "gross super rich", so ridiculously uncultivated, you can only laugh at them, especially with their ignorance and, yes, their spelling mistakes. Can you imagine they even called the princess of Wales: the princess of Whales!

And yet, in spite of being so far apart, these two resonate on the same wavelength. The "gross super rich" and the "gross working class"  have the same kind of "gross" energy.  What a gift for the mega super rich! They can "communicate" in the same language! They are the best playmates! Too bad that in one group there are the predators and in the other one the preys!

​What else can I say? What else can the world say watching the USA sink? We can only hope they will manage after all! 

Friday, 14 November 2025

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The Metaphisical Town

 Tresigallo, near Ferrara, in Emilia Romagna region, is known as "La CittĂ  Metafisica" (The Metaphysical City) due to its unique architecture, which was designed in the 1930s under the fascist regime to create an ideal rationalist city. I fell totally in love with this place! 

The town features a grid-like layout with clean lines, geometric shapes, and pastel-colored buildings, giving it an orderly and somewhat surreal atmosphere that has been likened to a "metaphysical" painting. This transformation was financed by Edmondo Rossoni, a native of the town and then Minister of Agriculture, to counter rural depopulation and create a modern urban center. 

The town is a prime example of Italian Rationalist architecture, characterized by its simplicity, emphasis on geometric forms, and functionality. It was planned with a symmetrical and orderly layout, with one axis for spirituality (church, youth center) and another for daily life (civic center).

The project began in the 1930s. Its metaphisical concept comes from the town's striking, almost otherworldly appearance, which is often compared to the paintings of artist Giorgio de Chirico, known for their enigmatic and geometric qualities.

Clearly, Tresigallo is a unique destination for architecture enthusiasts! Besides, its distinctive style has made it a popular location for films and photo shoots. 

[From this article

Thursday, 13 November 2025

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The morning coffee

 Usually, this is the very first thought Italians have when they get up. 

For the most part of my life this was exactly my first thought too. My Italian part was in resonance. One of the very few things I resonated with my fellow Italians... 

Now I am more relaxed and many obsessive constrains weighing on me have evaporated and I can listen to my whim of the moment, which is quite satisfying, I enjoy my conquered freedom! And now I also drink a beloved cup of tea in the very morning, or even a light bouillon if I feel like! 

Freedom expresses its growing presence in my life in different ways! 



Wednesday, 12 November 2025

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At the thermal springs

 I live only a few kms from this "Terme". Actually in Pavia's province there are three! So I'm quite lucky for that, I don't need a long trip, it takes about seven/ten minutes to reach the "springs", and I can go at any time, I don't need an appointment, whenever I arrive is fine. 

I am not having any healing baths but I chose three kind of inhalations. Sometimes though I do take a Turkish bath or a Sauna. 

Being here it takes me back into the 50s/60's. The old structure, perfectly working, it shows its "vintage" style, and makes me feel like in a Fellini film! 

Besides, all that palpable atmosphere, thick with the steam produced by the hot springs, takes me into a kind of subtle trance. Hot and humid but healthy. And I feel sooo well there. 

If I don't prolong my staying further, with the sauna or Turkish bath, in half an hour I am out. The little town, Rivanazzano, is a little holiday jewel of this region: the Oltrepò pavese. Sometimes I take a stroll and I go for a quick coffee while enjoying the place. 

Everything is at peace: within and without. 

Saturday, 1 November 2025

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all saints day

Foggy, grey, some rain, a lot of yellow leaves on the ground. Everything is quiet.

This morning I lit a candle for all the good souls [Bodhisatwas in Buddhism] who are still with us, although invisible becase they passed away, helping us with our struggling in life. I am really grateful!