Healing
It is a long, painful and slow process healing. You must really be determined in going through all the internal and external mess of your "dis-ease". The body and the spirit, not only have lost their balance, but also their spontaneous capacity to recover and the first signs of diseases appear. You can't heal the body if you don't begin with your massacred psyche first. It takes so long to go through all the pain you experienced. The psychological sufference is unspeakable. But there is no other choice. If you want to recover and redeem your life this is the inevitable first step. It may easily take years. At the same time, in a very gentle way, you begin to take care of your body. No harsh treatment. Soft and kind cures to comfort your earthly warrior who strenuously fought for you and now feels done. It almost lost hope. This process is extremely challenging, bewildering, painful: physically and psychologically. But eventually, with God's help, you manage. An...
