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Angustia: no way out!

  Thomas Aquinas in his Summa Theologiae describes anxiety as a narrowing (from Latin angustia - narrowness): "Anxiety is that which so takes possession of the mind as to leave no opening for escape" It is sorrow so intense it "binds the soul" and "shuts out all hope" The soul becomes trapped, unable to find a way out. This image is precise: anxiety feels like being in a space that keeps getting smaller, the walls pressing in. Aquinas's proposed remedies all point towards "dilatatio" (expansion) : -Grace as "enlargement and strengthening" of the soul. A distraction that provokes a "dilatatio" (expansion) and therefore:  -Joy and love causing the heart to widen -Hope opening what anxiety has closed -Contemplation of truth delighting more than pain saddens This is grace - not as theological abstraction, but as lived experience of sudden release. My frustration:  Around my 20s when I was trying to deepen Catholicism, I bega...

My slow time

 


Learning to welcome the slow time, where everything is smooth, slow, silent…

It doesn’t come on its own. I have to impose it: stay here, quiet, do not move, just be, … at peace.

Although I have been a deep meditator, being in the slow time is really different. Meditation, in spite of the exterior and interior immobility, is an active action. Being quiet, with yourself while doing nothing, is extremely passive. And extremely healthy.

Now my time is my time and my space is only mine! I still have to get used to it!

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