Monday, 21 October 2024

Numb

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The most incredible thing is when close and beloved family members, you always tried to honour and accept in their flaws, turn against you, betray you, rob you, consciously want to hurt you… It is so unbelievable that the immense surprise numbs you totally, and you don’t even suffer. You stop feeling. You just freeze… And the time stops.

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